Musings Of A Disoriented Critter

This morning was a blur. I vaguely remember what I was dreaming and was trying to remember who the person I've seen. Shifting in my bed, unable to sleep after a night filled with dreams and uncomfortable sleep, I decided to finally get up. Was it my inability to recall the dream, or something else, I don't quite remember, but I wasn't in a really good mood, and I got myself in a clash with my dad. I decided not to make the matter worse and joined my mum who was fixing us breakfast, unmindful of what's being cooked. I broke off when dad left, and booted up my lappy. I guess I was finally awake. Checking my notifications, I remembered that I forgot it was the birthday of one of my best buddies. It was a bit early for me to call, also, I wasn't in a really good mood to hold a conversation. I searched for my phone, and changed our college group name to "Happy B'day Navy!!!" on WhatsApp, and searched for the college group on Facebook to check if a post...

Such a day! Oh wait! I just remembered. Darn procrastination! Okay. I'll be honest with you guys. This post is supposed to be made two days back. I was "too tired" to actually type this out, and yesterday, meh! Anyway, so I had a very busy day then. Woke up to the sweet scent of soil, and as I grabbed my brush to start the day, I noticed the sky overcast, and the roads wet. The ends of my lips twisted into a huge grin. Yes! I am to drive my dad to the hospital about 30.7 km away from home for his laser treatment. The thought of a beautiful drive at 90-100 kmph on the highways, the sweet air brushing my hair, and the soft drizzle... yep!They were enough for me to shake off sleep from my eyes. I was up and ready before everyone else, and revved up the engine of our old Esteem. Damn! The darned thing has too many issues. After a couple of tries, it finally started and was, well, running okay. Let me tell you! Our car has a really huge pick-up problem, and it's clutc...

Well, was browsing through YouTube, and came upon Joey Graceffa's new music video, "Don't Wait". To all who do not know Joey, he is a YouTube personality. I came across him while watching the videos of one of my favorite YouTube personalities, Lily Singh, aka, Superwoman. Why? Well, I'm weird that way. Deal with it. (Seriously, check out their videos. They're awesome!). Lily Singh and Joey Graceffa So, I was watching this video, and the music was really good, and an engaging story. The backgrounds was really lovely. It beautifully depicted his inner demons, and as he grew older, he decided that these demons can no longer taunt him. There was his friend in the video who helped him as a kid, and when he gets older, his friend is caged and needed to be freed. The thing that is stopping is the monsters in his head, his dark side. He fought it, he finally said no to him that bound him, and the lock that caged his friend, the thing that he always wanted b...

Imagine this... You meet a stranger for the very first time, and in a daze of awkwardness, you start to share your ideas and interests just to break the ice, and sometimes do you find yourself reflected in their words. Something inside you tells that you are similar, and WHAM!!! turn the reel forward a couple of months or years, and here you are hanging out crazy, relishing the sweet fruits of friendship! What kind of sorcery is this? What kind of magical bond is it that binds people together? Altruism gone wild? I mean... Take me, for example. I'm basically a loner, a bit of a misanthrope. I'm introverted, and also a teeny bit anti-social. I wasn't ready for life as I started college, and just started to rebuild my life. I was bad with friendships, and I was utterly clueless of the life that was in front of me. I knew it was going to be a tough time. But now, look at me! My friend circle has gotten bigger than ever! I thought it would be highly improbable of...

Where do I begin? What should I say? I was this guy sulking away in the dark, afraid to emerge, afraid to show his true self, created aliases to deal with reality. Aliases to help him reveal himself to the world. In the veil of anonymity, I survived each day. But, I guess it's time for me exist. Call it insecurity, or whatever, I am finally here. Even today, I have them aliases floating around the internet, but you'll never find them interacting. So, what do I intend to do here? Share my musings.. Share my thoughts, share my all those I can't share under my aliases. Yes. There are things that even aliases can't reveal. Here, you'll find my opinion on almost anything that interests me, almost anything that runs inside this disoriented critter's head. And unlike my aliases', I might find myself sharing more of me here. Glad to know that you're reading this. I know it is pointless, yet, here you are delving into The Musings Of A Disoriented Cri...